Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.
I absolutely needed to read that.
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.
In case someone needs to see this
This is the best and most helpful post about self harm I have ever seen. It addresses ( for me) all the most significant and not understood feelings that trigger self harm. And it doesn’t shy away from solutions that illicit pain or mimic blood.
If the goal is to do less harmful, permanent and severe damage to oneself, this is the best set of suggestions. But unfortunately most encouragement to not self harm comes from people who are merely freaked out/ concerned, which is how we wind up with lists of suggestions telling us to read/ exercise/ listen to music.
Like thank you so much whoever wrote this.
HOLY FUCK THE NOTES.
HOLY SHIT LOOK AT THE NOTES
reblog EVERY TIME THIS IS ON YOUR DASH .
If you follow me and you don’t reblog this, we’re gonna have a little issue.
I will 500% judge you if you don’t Reblog
More people reblogged this than there are in my state??
More people reblogged this than there are in my COUNTRY??
WAY TO GO MAN
YOU MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER GODDAMED YEAR
YOU FUCKING DID IT
YOUR STILL HERE
TRUCKING ALONG DESPITE ALL THAT CRAP THAT GOT YOU DOWN
AND I AM SO DARN PROUD OF YOU
WAY TO GO MAN
WAY TO GODDAMN GO
Dear person reading this,
You made it through another year. You made it through the hard times and pain. You made it through all the times when you all you wanted to do was give up. You made it. You made it another year and I promise you can make it another year. I am SO proud of you.
If your boyfriend/girlfriend ever utters these words:
"If you love me…."
"Do it or I’m leaving you."
"You’d do it if you loved me…."
"What I say goes…"
"I don’t want you talking to him/her."
"Why do you look/dress/ like that?"
"Change your clothes."
This post is for all of you who have survived the urge to end your life, either coming out the other side or still fighting to stay alive.
I noticed how when someone has a physical illness such as cancer, and they come out the other side or even remission, they are able to celebrate surviving. I think all of the survivors of being suicidal should too.
Congratulations, and keep on fighting.